"Sure. I love nothing more than being insulted, betrayed, backstabbed and recorded by a 60 year old fuck all day long"
L.O. (The terrified Victim)
The Ghostwriter
Reinvention of a Narcissist
Overview:
This is the true story of how L.O. erased her past, rewrote her career, and used AI as both a professional weapon and a personal smokescreen. It documents how she reappeared after years of online silence, created a curated identity from whole cloth, and convinced not just companies, but me, that she was someone entirely different than who she truly was. This isn’t just about career inflation. It’s about identity manipulation, corporate complicity, and the psychology of a covert narcissist.
1. The Erased Years (2019–2022)
After producing a student documentary in 2018, L.O. vanished. Every digital trace of her, blogs, profiles, contributions, was wiped clean. The next time she appears is in mid-2022. In the intervening years, I now know she attended a rehab clinic (Haus Vogelsang) in late 2019 and moved in with Dom in April 2020. But online? She didn’t exist.
This period of disappearance was no accident. It was a calculated reset, designed to hide failures, obscure inconsistencies, and later allow her to reemerge with no digital accountability.
2. Reappearance as a Ghostwriter (2022)
On June 1st, 2022, L.O. surfaced again, this time as a ghostwriter for Regiohelden, part of Ströer Media. There was no public announcement, no portfolio, no LinkedIn fanfare. Just a quiet insertion into a company that let her stay invisible while building a new persona behind the scenes. She stayed until November 30th, 2023.
The only publicly available trace of her work during this period was a blog article titled “Writing with AI: Between Enthusiasm and Exhaustion.” In it, she portrayed herself as someone deeply experienced with ChatGPT, discussing its effect on her day-to-day work as a copywriter.
This struck me as deeply contradictory. When we met in August 2023, she claimed to know nothing about chatbots. She said she didn’t understand how they worked and asked me to build her one from scratch to “help her with her job.”
So why was she already writing confidently about AI in a public corporate blog? Because, privately, she was playing the helpless, overwhelmed creative. Publicly, she was building an AI-savvy brand.
3. The ‘Materialization’ Line
Her biography on the Ströer blog included this line:
“Lea worked as a ghostwriter for a while, but one day she materialized and became part of Regiohelden.”
She didn’t say “joined” or “was hired.” She said materialized. Like a spirit emerging from the void. It wasn’t just poetic, it was mythological. That one word encapsulates everything: the erasure, the rebirth, the illusion.
And that illusion was being crafted at the exact same time she was love bombing me, portraying herself as lost, unsure, incapable of navigating technology or her own emotions.
4. The Article Disappears
Months after she discarded me, I returned to the Ströer blog. The article was still there, but the author was not. Her name had been replaced by someone else: Alexander Graf.
I contacted Ströer. At first, they claimed it was a technical error. Then, when pressed, they admitted that L.O. had left the company, and it was “standard policy” to change the byline to a current staff member for maintainability.
Not only was this ethically questionable—it was suspiciously convenient. A digital erasure of authorship, exactly matching her pattern of rewriting the past.
5. Forging the Future: The Fake Zeugnis
At some point after leaving Ströer, she told me she was unhappy with the reference letter (Zeugnis) they gave her. She said it didn’t reflect her true value and asked me to forge a new one, using their letterhead and style.
I did it. I regret it.
That forged document was later used to obtain employment at Pawel Moewig Verlag, where she began working in September 2024—just days after discarding me.
6. Kern and the Inflated Title
Between leaving Ströer and joining Pawel Moewig, she worked at Kern-SEO. There, she somehow acquired the title Senior SEO Writer within mere months.
No traceable history. No certifications. No major publications. Just another leap upward, supported by confidence and illusion.
Privately, she told me she felt like a fraud. Publicly, she was claiming seniority.
7. The Narcissistic Reinvention Arc
L.O.’s reinvention didn’t just happen. It followed a psychological blueprint:
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Vanishing (2019–2022): Disappeared from public record to erase failures.
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Reappearance (2022): Surfaced as a ghostwriter with no digital trail.
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Materialization (2023): Publicly rebranded as AI-literate and self-made.
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Title Inflation: Jumped to senior roles without demonstrable progression.
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Digital Cleansing: Scrubbed authorship and online traces.
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Document Forgery: Faked a Zeugnis to land high-profile employment.
Conclusion: The Ghost in the Machine
L.O. didn’t build a career. She constructed a fiction—backed by deception, illusion, and manipulated sympathy. She forged letters, lied about her capabilities, erased her past, and convinced companies to rewrite history on her behalf.
She is not a misunderstood creative. She is a covert narcissist with a strategic mind, a fragile mask, and no regard for the truth.
This page exists so her ghost cannot rewrite itself again.
Evidence Archive:
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Screenshot of original byline: On file
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Email exchange with Ströer Media: On file
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Forged and original Zeugnis: On file
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WhatsApp messages describing chatbot request: On file
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Internal timeline of digital disappearance: Compiled